Smoking

So 5 days ago I decided to quit smoking. There is a new pill out and I thought I might give it a try. It is call Chantix and it is supposed to shut of the receptors in your brain that trigger the need or want for a cigarette. So far so good, no side effect to speak of. I have been taking 1/2 mg twice daily for the past few days. On day 8 I will start taking 1 mg twice a day. That is when the real fun begins!!! I hope this works, I have been a smoker since I was 12 years old. I will be 31 in 5 days. So that would be 19 years.....geez...more than 1/2 my life...

Breastfeeding in Public

So MSN has a story about woman/mothers and breastfeeding in front of others. Well I quickly scanned the article, didn't even read it. I will tell you though, I am a mother and did not breast feed my son. My reasons, I was a smoker. My sister in law had a baby not to long ago and did breast feed. She also did it in front of others. Now I am not a prude..but it had to be the most uncomfortable spot for me to be in. I know her boob her choice, well I think it was completely uncalled for to whip out ones tit in front of others and let your baby nurse. I am a very straight forward type of person and found my self going to another room instead of saying anything. I just think that that is something very private and should be kept for a room of your own or heck a big baby boob sucking party if that is what you want to do with your friends. Please, keep the boob in your bra around me.

I've added the META tag in the home page of http://shimmerp.blogspot.com/.

Why, oh why

I think my husband is a psycho, I swear! Sometimes I wonder what I have to do...he went on another wild rampage last night. Had a few drinks, so now he is mad about sex and the new neighbors upstairs. The new neighbors can be a little loud and such but I think it is a little out of this world to slam the front door open and closed 8 times. Then stomp through the house and finish it off with slamming the bathroom door open and closed a few times. I am glad we rent, he has broken something in every apartment.

1st apartment together he punched a hole in the wall

2nd apartment he picked up a kitchen chair through it at the wall, the wheel went through the wall, hit the fridge with the same chair and it put a whole in the side of it and smashed the light cover in the ceiling.

this one all I have seen is him trying to pull a radiator out of the floor, yes a heating radiator and now the door knobs on the bathroom door!

WHAT A WEEK!!!

WOW…were to start?!?!.....I have had one hell of a week. First time I have stopped to take the time to write anything….Let’s see


Tuesday: I get a call from school, my son found a cell phone and instead of turning it in, he took it home. Ok I can deal with that no problemo, well what is worse is he makes the phone his own. He deleted all the stuff AND added his own numbers, made a few calls and downloaded some stuff. It kills me to think that he knew this was wrong yet he chose to do it!!!

Wednesday: I get a call from school, he has been suspended for 3 days! He deserves it that is for sure. Def not what I wanted to hear, that’s for sure. So now he is in huge trouble at home!! I go home and decided that I needed to do a room sweep. Never found anything else BUT did discover that he was smoking….geez…what am I gunna do now? I started to smoke when I was his age (12) so I know I can’t scream and yell, especially consider in I still smoke 19 years later..

Thursday: Not so bad…been working ½ days due to Zachary’s suspension. I kinda like it actually!!

Friday: All is well, crazy days at work due to being on ½ days but it is manageable. Well Friday night was a little less to be desired. My husband who drinks a lot,(he is an alcoholic, knows it and of course does nothing but talk about how he wants to do something about it) and can act like an asshole went on one of his rants till about 2 am.

I will touch on each one of these another time...big punishments for my son and some equally big consequences for my husband are coming.

The Sopranos Video Game

So I forgot to add this the other day...I bought my husband 2 PS2 games, The Sopranos and Scarface. He like them both, still playing Scarface BUT The Sopranos, talk about being ripped off...40.00 for a game that he played for maybe 12 hrs..give or take...I couldn't believe it, Joey (Pussy's kid) Gets made and that is the end of the game!! Well we were a little shocked and actually did not believe it.......husband kept restarting the game thinking there would be another part to it! Nope...So I called the called the company and dumbfoundly asked if the end of the game was when the main character got made and the told me YES!! I told them that it was a waste of money and how could you make a game that was so short..well they didn't have an answer. The whole point OF THIS IS DO NOT BUY THE GAME...

ARRRGGGGHHHH

Today has been one hell of a day. My son is still sick, I am so proud of him though, he did go to school. My hubby is being a PIA, was pissed off at me this morning because I fell a sleep before he decided he was ready to bump uglies last night. He forgets that I get up a 5 a.m. and he gets up at 7:30 am. Makes a big difference in bed times. Never mind he drives so if he feels like taking a nap in the afternoon by all means he does!!! Go figure, if I got that much sleep I would be able to stay up till midnight also!!
So anyways, work is the same. still dealing with that useless woman in my office. I don't know how she has managed to keep her job so long. I think it is the grandma syndrome, she acts like a sweet little old lady but when it comes down to it she really isn't. She is very sneaky and undermining. Although people are starting to see what she really is I don't think it will change much....oh well...No use bitching here at work, nobody wants to hear it anyways.

So..what's gunna happen now?

My company recently has been sold. We are no an employee owned company. I think it will be a good thing for those who stick around or in most cases are allowed to stick around. Management seems to go on firing sprees every few months. So anyways, now that we are employee owned I think that everybody, including myself, should work where needed. I work in an office so there are lots of things that can be pushed to the side. Well my officemate doesn't think that way...According to her alot of things are not her job, now that that isn't going to work she has a whole list of things. One being, she can't run a paticular machine because the plate turns in a circle and it makes her dizzy. Come on now..if anyone of used that excuse we would be told to get our ass on that machine. Since the company is employee owned I don't think that she should be allowed to get away with comments like that. We'll see if management feel the same way.

Been a while

So..it has been a while since I have posted. Sure I have no fans but that's ok. I am going to give this blogging a go. I have so much to write, just don't want to have a diary at home!!! Well here is to a new year!