So I have decided to quit smoking! I am 30 yrs old and have been smoking since I was 12. Not good. It dawned on me yesterday that I smoke more now than I ever have. Instead of one ciggie, coffee and ciggie, Its is 2 ciggies, coffee and another ciggie. Not good. I work in a factory and yet still manage to smoke over a 1/2 of a pack a day. Dh has no clue how bad I have gotten. I hide pack of cigerettes every where. That is so if he decided to see how many I have left, it always looks the same. He has no reason to bitch at me. Little does he know. so hopefully all will work out. I may end up coming and posting just to release my frustration.
It's Monday already??
So I worked Saturday, it kinda sucked. The overtime will be nice though. Otherwise I pretty much had a quiet weekend. Nothing to exciting.
I had to pick up SD from SIL house and got the Ice Face. She gave me a look as if to say" What are you doing here." and then walked into her cousins room without saying hi. I told DH about it and of course Daddy's Little Princess can do no wrong. He just accused me of hating her. Oh well..I won't put up with it for ever. If my son had done that he would have been pissed. Its the whole "your kid, my kid" thing and I am really sick of it. This weekend will be nice, I won't have the worry of her coming over. I really wish things were not this way, but he doesn't help to make them different. In the long run, it will be his loss. I will not hesitate to pack my bags and leave.
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