Up Early....WHY

Today I woke up early, 4:45 am early...why, because it is Monday and I must go to work. Oh wait, no work dummy, didn't your body rememebr that you were laid off until after the new year? Apparently not...This is going to be a long and boring ass week. Thank goodness my husband has to work, I couldn't imagine what I would do if I had to stay home with him all week too...ugh. What am I going to do today?? I guess I could finish the laundry, I most defiantly will be going to they gym. May be I will surf the web for new acne treatment or some new crazy off the wall diet pill. Who knows, all I know is I don't have to go to work. If I seem less than thrilled then you hit that one right on the head. Although I can't stand my job sometimes, I can't stand being home even more..I need a job I love and a family I can stand... As if that will ever happen.. I feel like I am trapped in a nightmare and I will never wake up..

Our Difference's

It amazes me how different me and my husband are in a lot of ways. Last night I was washing the floor in my usual manner. The manner is, a bucket full of hot water and cleaner, rubber gloves and a floor washing rag, which really is, well was, a perfectly nice wash cloth until my husband uses it to wipe up bleach!!

He says after almost 6 years of watching me do this " Why don't you buy one of those floor mops?"

"Because I don't want one." I replied

Of course he starts in on how much easier it would be and how his mommy uses one and so on and so forth. BLA BLA BLA...

So I replied" Well I was raised washing the floor by hand and I was raised not to use a dish sponge and quite honestly YOU don't clean the floor so why does it bother you? You don't see me complaining about it, do you??"

I can't stand how he always tries to get me the way his mommy does things..ugh! If I talked about my mom that much or my dad he would have issues with it. Go back home and live with mommy if you miss the way she does things!

My Crazy Husband

What a shame!! Well, today I am at work, trying to get caught up on paperwork that is a way past over due. Well, mostly because I don't want to be at home, pretty sad huh? So my phone ring at 7:30 am..pretty strange, it has to be either my son or my husband. Figured it was my son because my husband went on another bender last night and besides he never gets up early. I was wrong!!! It was the other 1/2, so I asked him what's up? He says "I was making sure you were at work because I just woke up from a bad dream." I said " Oh, what was it about?" I had a dream that you were riding another guys cock. So I am checking to make sure you are at your desk!" Stunned, I asked " Are you kidding me?" "Nope" he states. "Well, ok then, see you later, bye" and he hangs up on me!

LMAO- Holy shit...this must be a joke, must be, right? Nope.......

So I Have Come To a Decision

That my husband and I need to separate. We have had hard times lately and have not seem to work them out. My son is acting out in school and it really is not healthy for him. My childhood was nothing like his. I never as much as saw my parents mad at each other. My son sees and hears it all and I don't think it is fair to him to have to live that way. So I guess it is time to do what is in the best interest of him and that is to ask my husband to move out and go get help for his drinking and anger problems. This is going to cause all sorts of drama but I think it really needs to be done. He needs to get help and he needs to get it together! This is not the first time we have had problems. They are just becoming more frequent then ever.