Up Early....WHY

Today I woke up early, 4:45 am early...why, because it is Monday and I must go to work. Oh wait, no work dummy, didn't your body rememebr that you were laid off until after the new year? Apparently not...This is going to be a long and boring ass week. Thank goodness my husband has to work, I couldn't imagine what I would do if I had to stay home with him all week too...ugh. What am I going to do today?? I guess I could finish the laundry, I most defiantly will be going to they gym. May be I will surf the web for new acne treatment or some new crazy off the wall diet pill. Who knows, all I know is I don't have to go to work. If I seem less than thrilled then you hit that one right on the head. Although I can't stand my job sometimes, I can't stand being home even more..I need a job I love and a family I can stand... As if that will ever happen.. I feel like I am trapped in a nightmare and I will never wake up..

Come Again?

Last night I was washing dishes after dinner and my husband come trotting in and says

"We are going to R's house to watch the Super Bowl."

I asked "Who is going?"

He replied and was very demanding about it. "We all are!"

At that very moment I think I broke the handle off the Kohler sinks knobs.

"Come again." I said.

He said it again, as if he was my father "We are all going to R's house to watch the Super Bowl."

"OK, let's look at this situation for a minute." I said. "First of all, I will be 32 years old in a couple of weeks, so don't mistake me for your daughter who is 8! Secondly, I have no interest in watching the Super Bowl and I have even less of an interest in listening to R's 3 year old mad man of a child. This kid has never been disciplined, he just completely off the wall. Thirdly, I don't want to listen to his wife bitch and scream at the kid cause she can't feed him anything but junk and he can't stay still for 5 minutes! Last but not least, as great as R is, he is loud, annoying and you can never get a word in. If YOU would like to go watch the Super Bowl, go right ahead, but don't ever demand that I must go too!! Listening to that family is the last thing I want to do on MY Sunday afternoon."

Nothing plucks my nerve more than someone telling me what I am going to do, espcially when it comes to making me watch football!

My Husband

What can I say about him?? LOL...

He has had it rough for the past week. He ended up in the emergency room Sunday. His blood pressure dropped to low. That was scary that's for sure. The on Wednesday, he had to have an abscess removed. So he has been home almost all week.

Now he is driving my nuts!! He is bored, has no one to talk to, is tired of laying around and the list goes on. I am sure glad I don't have to stay home with him. I would have already stuffed a gag in his mouth..oh wait, that is still a possibility! LOL....j/k.

Tonight's The Night

Who is to say what is about to happen. My husband is supposed to go to a class on Wednesday nights. After what down this summer he was required to go to AA classes. It's a 3 strike program and tonight will be strike 3 if he does not go.

It really pisses me off because he didn't even make an effort to go. He missed the 1st one, not his fault but it is still considered a strike. He went the 2nd time but had beer waiting for him when he got home. He didn't go to the third one and the 4th one is tonight.

So with all that happened this summer, if he does not go tonight, I will have no choice but to ask him to move out. I can't risk losing my son because he chooses to do what he feels like. I guess we fall 2nd best to booze...