Smoking

So 5 days ago I decided to quit smoking. There is a new pill out and I thought I might give it a try. It is call Chantix and it is supposed to shut of the receptors in your brain that trigger the need or want for a cigarette. So far so good, no side effect to speak of. I have been taking 1/2 mg twice daily for the past few days. On day 8 I will start taking 1 mg twice a day. That is when the real fun begins!!! I hope this works, I have been a smoker since I was 12 years old. I will be 31 in 5 days. So that would be 19 years.....geez...more than 1/2 my life...

Breastfeeding in Public

So MSN has a story about woman/mothers and breastfeeding in front of others. Well I quickly scanned the article, didn't even read it. I will tell you though, I am a mother and did not breast feed my son. My reasons, I was a smoker. My sister in law had a baby not to long ago and did breast feed. She also did it in front of others. Now I am not a prude..but it had to be the most uncomfortable spot for me to be in. I know her boob her choice, well I think it was completely uncalled for to whip out ones tit in front of others and let your baby nurse. I am a very straight forward type of person and found my self going to another room instead of saying anything. I just think that that is something very private and should be kept for a room of your own or heck a big baby boob sucking party if that is what you want to do with your friends. Please, keep the boob in your bra around me.

I've added the META tag in the home page of http://shimmerp.blogspot.com/.

Why, oh why

I think my husband is a psycho, I swear! Sometimes I wonder what I have to do...he went on another wild rampage last night. Had a few drinks, so now he is mad about sex and the new neighbors upstairs. The new neighbors can be a little loud and such but I think it is a little out of this world to slam the front door open and closed 8 times. Then stomp through the house and finish it off with slamming the bathroom door open and closed a few times. I am glad we rent, he has broken something in every apartment.

1st apartment together he punched a hole in the wall

2nd apartment he picked up a kitchen chair through it at the wall, the wheel went through the wall, hit the fridge with the same chair and it put a whole in the side of it and smashed the light cover in the ceiling.

this one all I have seen is him trying to pull a radiator out of the floor, yes a heating radiator and now the door knobs on the bathroom door!

WHAT A WEEK!!!

WOW…were to start?!?!.....I have had one hell of a week. First time I have stopped to take the time to write anything….Let’s see


Tuesday: I get a call from school, my son found a cell phone and instead of turning it in, he took it home. Ok I can deal with that no problemo, well what is worse is he makes the phone his own. He deleted all the stuff AND added his own numbers, made a few calls and downloaded some stuff. It kills me to think that he knew this was wrong yet he chose to do it!!!

Wednesday: I get a call from school, he has been suspended for 3 days! He deserves it that is for sure. Def not what I wanted to hear, that’s for sure. So now he is in huge trouble at home!! I go home and decided that I needed to do a room sweep. Never found anything else BUT did discover that he was smoking….geez…what am I gunna do now? I started to smoke when I was his age (12) so I know I can’t scream and yell, especially consider in I still smoke 19 years later..

Thursday: Not so bad…been working ½ days due to Zachary’s suspension. I kinda like it actually!!

Friday: All is well, crazy days at work due to being on ½ days but it is manageable. Well Friday night was a little less to be desired. My husband who drinks a lot,(he is an alcoholic, knows it and of course does nothing but talk about how he wants to do something about it) and can act like an asshole went on one of his rants till about 2 am.

I will touch on each one of these another time...big punishments for my son and some equally big consequences for my husband are coming.