Emotional Rollercoaster

My last week has been a mess and full of drama. But now I am back and stronger than ever. I can say that this has been the single most hardest thing I have ever been through. I had my son when I was 19, his father left within days of me telling him I was pregnant and that was NOTHING compared to this.

So now I have my shit together and I feel stronger and more empowered all I can say is "Bring It On".

I guess as a parent when someone makes such bold claims you feel the need to do your own research and that is what I have done. I must say that I have been left with a lot of unanswered questions.

I looked this supposed "psychiatrist" up and found that he is not certified through the AMA. His name is listed on the AMA site but as a self designated Child and Adolescent Psychiatrist. What the hell is that supposed to mean?? He is licensed in Connecticut through the Department of Health BUT as a family medical doctor and surgeon.

I have also requested to look at my son's chart considering that the report given was full of in accuracy's and was told that they would have to find out how that would be possible. I am STILL waiting for a call back from the program director. What is taking so long??? Makes me wonder if there is something to hide. They had no problems making such bold claims.

Which included:

Them: My Maternal Grandmother was an alcoholic.
Me: When asked about my family's health history, I said my paternal grandmother had Alzheimer's.

Them: My husband and I physically abuse each other.
My son: My Dad and Step mom physically abuse each other.

Them: My husband got drunk and destroyed the couch last month and my son came out of his room with a weapon.
Z and I: My husband got drunk and destroyed the couch more that 6 months ago and it woke "Z" up and he came into the living room. I sent "Z" back to his room. When I went in there to check on him, he was sitting there with a bowling pin.

Those are just a few of the twisted statements and allegations that were made.

I had a conversation with him on Monday and he seems to think that my son has Tourettes since his tic is still present.

I asked what gave him that idea and he said "Because he has a vocal and motor tic."

I said: "He has a motor tic? What tic is that?"

Doc: "Didn't you say that he blinked his eyes?"

Me: "Ummm...no, I said he cleared his throat and I was told what motor tics to look for, such as eye blinking."

Hello you stupid ass, isn't it your job to observe my child??? I have to do your job for you? Your the doctor here not ME!!