Smoking

So I have decided to quit smoking! I am 30 yrs old and have been smoking since I was 12. Not good. It dawned on me yesterday that I smoke more now than I ever have. Instead of one ciggie, coffee and ciggie, Its is 2 ciggies, coffee and another ciggie. Not good. I work in a factory and yet still manage to smoke over a 1/2 of a pack a day. Dh has no clue how bad I have gotten. I hide pack of cigerettes every where. That is so if he decided to see how many I have left, it always looks the same. He has no reason to bitch at me. Little does he know. so hopefully all will work out. I may end up coming and posting just to release my frustration.